Spring Has Come....

It is now closing in on the end of April and I am wondering where did the beginning go. I guess when you work in the middle of the night all the seasons look the same, dark. It is hard to believe that just a few months ago Anita my sister-in-law was telling us that she was going to have a baby. Now it is the week she is due and so much has changed, but I feel like i have been sitting still. This morning before I went to bed Indiana came over and we danced around the living room, and it just blew me away how big she is getting. I remember when she was born and I was like, hurry up and get big so we can go outside for a walk, now I just wish she could sit still for a minuet sometimes. I feel like everything is growing around me and I am a rock. Not growing, not moving, just watching as the new sprigs and leaves of change shoot up around me. You always look ahead and think to yourself in 3months I'll be doing this. Or by next year I'll have done this. Then that time comes and nothing is different. You still have not written that letter, or lost those 10lbs. This year to me has been a real eye opener to the force of change. The writing is on the wall making me realize I need to get my butt in gear. JoHanna got married in Feb to Clark and now has a little family.This week Jason's new little boy is about to be born. My best friend Catherine who doesn't date much, is now the hot commodity at church and has even snagged herself a cowboy boyfriend. My 10yr reunion is coming up this summer and my friend Josh said he is going to make me go. If that is true I need to loose some weight. Working here at Delta (4yrs now) has really added to my couch potato look. I guess what I'm trying to say is I need to look around me and take the hint from the tulips in the front yard. Just grow. Use the resources I have around me and start the journey to my goals. There is a reason spring comes around every year, it is so rock people like me can plant the seed of inspiration in our minds and start to change.

Night time...

I thought since I have a moment and it is 3am I would start up my own blog. Not for anyone to read, because really who has time to read my blog?. I'm doing this to keep as a type of journal. One of my goals is to write things down, so that when the year comes to an end I will remember all those little moments of the past year. So here we go. Let's see where this 2010 roller coaster will lead me.....